{"id":6665,"date":"2021-03-12T21:55:51","date_gmt":"2021-03-12T20:55:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/?p=6665"},"modified":"2021-10-27T22:23:49","modified_gmt":"2021-10-27T20:23:49","slug":"zanikanie","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/index.php\/2021\/03\/12\/zanikanie\/","title":{"rendered":"Zanikanie"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large is-style-default\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" src=\"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/image-17-1024x768.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-10300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/image-17-1024x768.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/image-17-300x225.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/image-17-768x576.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/image-17-660x495.jpeg 660w, https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/image-17.jpeg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015awiat\u0142a zgas\u0142y, a ja zagrzeba\u0142am si\u0119 w mroku jak d\u017cd\u017cownica w ziemi. Czuj\u0119 wilgotny zapach piasku i mokrych kamieni nocy. Ziarna mroku wciskaj\u0105 mi si\u0119 za koszul\u0119 i dra\u017cni\u0105 oczy tak, \u017ce musz\u0119 je co chwil\u0119 pociera\u0107. Szczypi\u0105 od opar\u00f3w czarnego dymu, kt\u00f3ry snuje si\u0119 po pokoju jak nieproszony go\u015b\u0107. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zanurzam si\u0119 w senno\u015b\u0107 jak w burzliw\u0105 wod\u0119 rzeki. Jej pr\u0105d porywa mnie i moje my\u015bli jakbym ca\u0142e \u017cycie czeka\u0142a w\u0142a\u015bnie na niego. Daj\u0119 si\u0119 mu d\u017awiga\u0107 jak spr\u00f3chnia\u0142y kawa\u0142ek drewna. Chlupocz\u0119 przy ko\u0142ysaniu i mlaszcz\u0119. Jestem jak potw\u00f3r z mokrade\u0142, kt\u00f3ry przesypia wi\u0119ksz\u0105 cz\u0119\u015b\u0107 historii o sobie samym.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zasypiam dzi\u015b bez pointy. Z czarn\u0105 my\u015bl\u0105 w kieszeni g\u0142owy. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zapadam si\u0119 w siebie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zanikam. Jestem jak cie\u0144 zagrzebany w po\u015bcieli nocy. Rozci\u0105gam si\u0119 i rozp\u0142ywam w miarowym oddechu ulatywania. Niegrawituj\u0119. Jak ob\u0142oczek pary przemieszczam si\u0119 w nieznanym kierunku, w tunelu ciemno\u015bci i nocy. W krain\u0119 zamkni\u0119tych powiek i my\u015bli na lew\u0105 stron\u0119. A mo\u017ce ty\u0142 na prz\u00f3d. W monochromatyczny negatyw dnia zawieszony na sznurku do wyschni\u0119cia. Ciemnia nocy dr\u017cy czerwonym \u015bwiat\u0142em i pachnie odczynnikami do wywo\u0142ania snu. Nami\u0119kam utrwalaczem my\u015bli. Zamykam oczy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u015awiat\u0142a zgas\u0142y, a ja zagrzeba\u0142am si\u0119 w mroku jak d\u017cd\u017cownica w ziemi. Czuj\u0119 wilgotny zapach piasku i mokrych kamieni nocy. Ziarna mroku wciskaj\u0105 mi si\u0119 za koszul\u0119 i dra\u017cni\u0105 oczy tak, \u017ce musz\u0119 je co chwil\u0119 pociera\u0107. Szczypi\u0105 od opar\u00f3w czarnego dymu, kt\u00f3ry snuje si\u0119 po pokoju jak nieproszony go\u015b\u0107. Zanurzam si\u0119 w senno\u015b\u0107 jak\u2026 <span class=\"read-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/index.php\/2021\/03\/12\/zanikanie\/\">Dowiedz si\u0119 wi\u0119cej &raquo;<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6665","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-mysli"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6665","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6665"}],"version-history":[{"count":37,"href":"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6665\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10302,"href":"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6665\/revisions\/10302"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6665"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6665"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6665"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}