{"id":10468,"date":"2021-11-20T22:05:05","date_gmt":"2021-11-20T21:05:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/?p=10468"},"modified":"2021-11-20T23:49:57","modified_gmt":"2021-11-20T22:49:57","slug":"choroba","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/index.php\/2021\/11\/20\/choroba\/","title":{"rendered":"Choroba"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large is-style-default\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" src=\"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/image-6-1024x768.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-10469\" srcset=\"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/image-6-1024x768.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/image-6-300x225.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/image-6-768x576.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/image-6-660x495.jpeg 660w, https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/image-6.jpeg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Lubi\u0119 mie\u0107 38-39, jest mi wtedy tak mi\u0142o i cieplutko, \u017ce zaraz zasypiam i \u015bpi\u0119. Najcz\u0119\u015bciej mam jednak 37-38, a to oznacza zimno i dreszcze. Brak snu. Le\u017c\u0119 godzinami w ciemnym pokoju i czekam na 38-39. Nie mam na nic si\u0142y, mog\u0119 tylko tak le\u017ce\u0107 i le\u017ce\u0107, okutana w ko\u0142dr\u0119 i koc, w skarpetkach i bluzie. Drzewo za oknem ko\u0142ysze si\u0119 w rytm minut albo sekund, zale\u017cy od dnia, a ja jestem ko\u0142ysana przez odm\u0119ty choroby to w prz\u00f3d, to w ty\u0142. Od 38-39 do 37-38, od 38-39 do 37-38, od 38-39&#8230; Mo\u017ce kt\u00f3rego\u015b dnia b\u0119dzie w og\u00f3le lepiej? Mo\u017ce gdzie\u015b, kiedy\u015b na horyzoncie zamajaczy 36-37? Ju\u017c zapomnia\u0142am, \u017ce takie temperatury miewa\u0142am. To by\u0142o dawno temu, trzeba by si\u0119gn\u0105\u0107 pami\u0119ci\u0105 w g\u0142\u0105b tunelu choroby, kt\u00f3ry wszystko czyni nieostre i zagmatwane. Pe\u0142ne bezsi\u0142y, udr\u0119ki, braku nadziei. To by\u0142o wtedy, kiedy by\u0142o mnie 3 kilo wi\u0119cej. W tamtym \u015bwiecie by\u0142o mi lepiej ni\u017c w tym, ale chwilowo mam tylko taki. Staram si\u0119 przetrwa\u0107. Godziny mijaj\u0105, dni i noce mijaj\u0105 i ja codziennie troch\u0119 mijam. Mo\u017ce choroba te\u017c po trochu odpada ode mnie p\u0142atami jak stara farba? Nie wiem, ale w\u0142a\u015bnie nadesz\u0142o 38-39, cieplutko ko\u0142ysze mnie do snu. Znikam. Do kolejnych przebudze\u0144. Do kolejnych za\u015bni\u0119\u0107. Do kolejnych przyp\u0142yw\u00f3w i odp\u0142yw\u00f3w.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Lubi\u0119 mie\u0107 38-39, jest mi wtedy tak mi\u0142o i cieplutko, \u017ce zaraz zasypiam i \u015bpi\u0119. Najcz\u0119\u015bciej mam jednak 37-38, a to oznacza zimno i dreszcze. Brak snu. Le\u017c\u0119 godzinami w ciemnym pokoju i czekam na 38-39. Nie mam na nic si\u0142y, mog\u0119 tylko tak le\u017ce\u0107 i le\u017ce\u0107, okutana w ko\u0142dr\u0119 i koc, w skarpetkach i\u2026 <span class=\"read-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/index.php\/2021\/11\/20\/choroba\/\">Dowiedz si\u0119 wi\u0119cej &raquo;<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10468","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-mysli"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10468","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10468"}],"version-history":[{"count":12,"href":"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10468\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10481,"href":"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10468\/revisions\/10481"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10468"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10468"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/snujemisie.pl\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10468"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}